The silence was deafening, maybe she made a mistake in telling this girl? oh nila.. how naive, you dont even know this girl.. she mentally scolded herself before watching Amalyn pull out some sort of cigarette and with a tip of her finger light it and inhale.
Nila knew that what she just told her could go any way, she could march her straight back to the castle and claim a nice bounty, she could try to go for ransom and get even more(though doing that to the Wither family is a terrible idea and would most defiantly result in you being killed), she could trade her off to the black market? anything. so many dangerous things she had been warned about, however, she had really no choice at this point. She was going to find out one way or another and it was probably better to get it out of the way now.
Nila's heart was beating in her ears and her stomach was at her throat, what was she going to say? She then made eye contact with Amalyn who looked very serious, she tried to look away however her eyes were stuck to hers as she held her breath and listened carefully to what she had to say. of course she was cautious of Nila, she could be killed for helping her, or worse. She knew she couldn't just expect this random girl to help her become free, at least, free for as long as she had left.
'Why did you run away?'
She opened her mouth to speak before she quickly closed it, feeling the tears pricking in her eyes she let out a quiet sigh before speaking softly "I.. I don't want to be married away to someone i don't know, I'm tired of being treated like im going to break if im out in the sun for too long, I'm just tired of being told to be quiet and-" she was cut off her throat feeling like it was getting smaller and smaller, she cleared her throat the best she could with some soft coughs before looking back up at Lyn "I want to be free, im tired of being a bird trapped in a small cage, don't you see? thats no life, thats a prison, and i.." she glanced away the tears brimming in her eyes and her voice rasp "I dont want to die with a chain around my throat and my wings clipped. I want to be free"
she slightly buried her face into her cloak trying to hide her tears, her large ears pinned back against her head. I must look a fool.. crying.. she thought to herself. she could feel her stomach turn with all the emotions and truths she just spoke. However lyn took the answer, she didn't care because it felt good to finally say what she felt for so long, trapped.